ive never done this. ive never written in here. its hard not being around a lot of the time. its just getting tougher because everyone thinks im angry. but im not angry at everyone. im just angry because i hate my body. im angry because no one wants to get near me and talk to me.
im listening to stockholm syndrome by muse right now. its one of my favorite songs. muse is one of my favorite bands. i like radiohead and nine inch nails, my chemical romance. i feel kind of sick today. ive already eaten too much.
thx for reading.