6 Small Lines Worth of an Update


Rough couple of weeks.

Break up
Depression
Self harm
Bridge visits
Lost time
Relapse

Sigh.

Now I am finding some solid ground to set my feet on to.

In other news, I shall turn this pain into art.

now
I drink alone
at this malfunctioning
machine

as the shadows assume
shapes
I fight the slow
retreat

now
my once-promise
dwindling
dwindling

now
lighting more cigarettes
pouring new
drinks

it has been a beautiful
fight

still
is

Bukowski

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2 thoughts on “6 Small Lines Worth of an Update

  1. mentalbreakinprogress says:

    (((hugs))) I love that you have the strength to turn your experience into something insightful,powerful and in its own right beautiful. Thank you for opening up in this way. I am sure this will reach people who need to relate šŸ™‚

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