I am being swallowed alive by some thick sludge that has come from nowhere. It was seeping through floorboards and now it has soaked my mattress. My heart feels as if it’s breaking. My body hurts. I am so painfully, utterly sad. I want to disappear into nothing. I don’t want to feel anything.
I can’t catch my breath. The walls are caving in. Send help. And hugs.