I’ve hit 100 followers! Oh, this makes me so excited! You all are so awesome! 🙂 Thanks for the follow.
In honor of this occasion, I have registered my domain name as lazarusandlithium.com
Just when I thought the Seroquel was doing more damage than good, the hallucinations have stopped!! I had ZERO hallucinations yesterday! So far so good this morning. *does happy dance* AND the depression has been minimal. I feel as if I’m leveling out. I haven’t been on for the past couple of days, so I’ll try to update you on the key points…
Day 7 of Partial Hospitalization
Thursday was hard for me. I did feel depressed, albeit not as gnarly as usual. I felt very out of it. I was shaky, I felt fuzzy, and had a lot of passive suicidal ideation that scared me. I had a nightmare about Morris that really triggered paranoia and whatnot. It was my last day for PHP, so I had minimal anxiety about starting the Intensive Outpatient Program (IOP). I didn’t feel ready to step down; however, due to work purposes and finances, I needed to step down. So, all in all, tough day. I got to see my lovely girl friend, though, so that made up for it!
Day 1 of Intensive Outpatient
It went well yesterday! Like I said, no hallucinations. DIfferent group, different schedule, but I loved it. My days now are Monday, Wednesday, and Friday.
I was really shaky yesterday, and I fell in a store. I called my doctor and she said it was just low blood pressure. Today I feel much, much better!
I’m not really in the mood to write an extensive entry, so that’s what I’ve got!