As much as I’d like to say I’m feeling better, the thoughts I want to die, I want I die, I want to die…kill me… pervaded my mind- pushing out through lonely tears cascading on my pillow. There’s no reason for me I feel this way. Yet, I do. I’m drowsy from the meds tonight. I can barely keep my eyes open
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It is horrible when you have that litany running through your head 😦 Last week I was thoroughly plagued by it. An uptick in my meds and it is better this week, sooner than I thought. Maybe knowing I’d taken some kind of action toward life helped; I don’t know. Hope things get better. xo
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